Saturday, April 14, 2007

I finally found someone to drive me home from my biopsy- sheeze, I feel like NO ONE loves me.
I had to break down and call a gentleman I went out with last year. The bright side is, I will hear his amazing Scottish accent when he picks me up.

I would have liked him to take me and sit with me during the process. I did not feel it was appropriate. I decided to just ask him to pick and drop me off at my front door. No need push my luck or ask him do anything he would be uncomfortable doing. I figure if he wanted to spend time with me, he would still be dating me. LOL

I was napping today, I dreamed I went for the biopsy and everyone else had someone with them but me. One of the nurses came up to me and said. " I'm sorry no one cares abou you." I woke up crying.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Day 119- VERY Frustrated

I have yet to have my biopsy due to no one to drive me home from the hospital even after local anesthetic.

The medical bills are beginning to pile up. I now have to have new mammograms done because the quality was poor on the first two sets. UGH all of that will be out of pocket!!

My Stupid Debt is a little closrer to being taken care of but not much. my focus this week and next to is to get all of that completed.

I am trying to lose weight. Nothing drastic at the moment. Just cutting out junk and adding healthier choices.

All of these medical expenses are adding up to about $2500 out of pocket so far. I was scheduled to be debt free by the 4th of July. I can kiss that good-bye. I f I work my butt off, I might be debt free by the end of the year. 9 Kissing butt good-bye-- Cuz, I WILL be debt free by the end of the year.) I just need to get a POA in place.