Savvy Budget

I feel bad

I did receive the punitive damages today. i am on a 60 day probabtion. Shoot. I have no one to blame but myself. I am back on my zoloft because I am stressed to the max. I went back yesterday because I knew I needed to turn my depression around. WHAT?? You did not know? Cuz I try to hide it even from myself. Every one sees a happy confident but not too serious woman. Inside? I am dieing.

The absolute worst part is that I really like my bosses. I hate that they are dissapointed in me. I am dissapointed in me. I feel like I am being sucked under.

posted by Casper @ 11:39 PM